Chaos is the most apt word to describe the state of my mind and the world around that i was in since the last fifteen days (actually last six months). It was a testing time for me. Swinging from certainty to uncertainty, I was going crazy and losing my patience. A bit of anger helped me solve the situation (at times bad things in right measure can turn good, I realized). I am feeling as if am born again since the time of crisis is over as this is also the beginning of new phase in my life. I am quite excited and feeling as if my New Year has begun way before the actual New Year. Am associating it with New Year because it’s gonna be a new start for me. The kind of excitement and joy that precedes the beginning of a new year is similar to the joy that am experiencing at the moment. I didn’t know that I required this change soooo badly until now. There are times when one thinks what it would be that can liberate ones soul and spirit. Philosophers and great sages say that one requires nirvana to experience the freedom of the soul. I don’t know about that but am surely enjoying the freedom of the soul and feeling much lighter. Hope things go well and am successful in my new endeavours. The journey will be long and tough. Hope I pass the test of time and endurance. The taste of freedom is sweet, freedom from self and mundane things. Feel so good to be able to visualize things and work towards realizing those dreams and visions.
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Ciao Shas! Thanks so much for leaving a shout! I've been so busy lately! And according to your last post...I see times were really testing you as well! I'm glad to read that you're doing okay though!
I think we all need to go through patches of life that are difficult, confusing and really annoying...but these times are the times were you can get to know yourself better and were you can learn more than you thought you would! Life is all about learning and adapting! Stay positive and all will be good in the end!
Thanks for sharing this lovely post Shas ^_^!!
Take care *hugs*
@ Hiya! TJ,
Thanks for the visit and your lovely comment. Yep! life is all about ups n downs. It can be fun at times going down the hill.
Happy New Year (alias, all the best for the new beginning) :)
Vivek.
hi Shas..ur words were soo inspiring and its sooo nice to see u back here..all the best for ur future endeavors.. :)
@ Hi! Vivek,
Thanks! n wish u too a happy new year in advance.
@ Hiya! Pramoda,
Feels so good to be back. Thanks for the wishes.
hmm..youre right..im currently feeling the same thing right now..esp. in my decision in life..i feel more free and light..X3
Best of luck for all you do...enjoy !
@ Hiya! Ayu,
Welcome to my blog n joining my friends list. Am glad ur feeling free n light, too.
@ Hi! Ashu,
thanks for the wishes.
Unki aankho mien aanshu chhupe ho.
par mukurahat nahi chupate woh apni..
duniya wale bhi nadan hai E waqt...
humein bhi thodi nadani nazar kar.....
I don't know but want to say ..some thing ..but i don't know what.
anyway ..much blabbering of mine..
kep smiling.
Ola Shas...
I can completely understand the elated emotions in you.. Coz even I have been desperately waiting for the New year as a new beginning in my life...
A time to leave "What has been and look forward for What will be"... :) If you desire to enjoy the new found freedom, I say let yourself fly.. Its the best take away of all things... :)
All the very best !!!
Cheers..
Kash !
@ Hi! makk,
There r times when words fails us or our head fails to understand or convey what our mind or heart wants to speak but whatever you have written is nice.
@ Hiya! Ashwin,
I really the quote,
"A time to leave "What has been and look forward for What will be"... ".
Yaa, new year time has a magical effect on us, it lends some novelty to our mundane lives though its nothing but a mere completion of a time period or a change of a date.
Anger solves problems? I've been lied to all my life then!
All the best and nice post.
Thanks for dropping by
Thanks a lot for taking time to go through my blog. In one way or other you have encouraged me to keep on blogging.
Thanks a lot!
@ Hi! Saurabh,
Thanks! n Welcome to my blog. Am glad to know that my visit has motivated you to keep on blogging. Well then i should drop in there more often...lolzz
nice to know the chaos have come to a halt now... luck with yur life....start with a gleeee....:D
@ Hi! Hary,
Thanks for the wish.
I dont know really what you underwent.. but I really did undergo something similar few years back & it felt wonderful afterwards.. all the best for your new year !!
@ Hi! Daisy Blue,
Thanks for the wishes. Hope alls well at your end too. Wish you too a Happy New year in advance.
Thank you for visiting my blog and I hope all your plans work out just as you wish. Just keep believing in yourself.
@ Hi! My Aimless Infatuation,
Welcome and Thanks! for dropping in here. Thanks for your encouraging words.
Happy Blogging!!
Sounds like life .. yup. Keep on good write!
;)
~Silver
@ Hi! Silver,
Thanks for your comment and for visiting my blog.
I cna say how that feels, going through the same things, Life last six months has been so hectic. I am also hoping that the new year will bring mroe joy and hapiness.
Good luck to you.:)
@ dilontherocks,
Hi! Thanks. Wish you best wishes, too. Wish ya Happy new year in advance!
When the going gets tough, the toughest gets going. The chaotic period are testing time for our mind and self to see if we can remain our calmness so that the choas will clear itself. Keep your mind calm and stay clear from web of chaotic thoughts that may bog you down. All the best for your new endeavours. Let the journey be pleasant ahead ... :)
@ Lakshmi Rajan,
Thanks a lot for ur encouraging words.
good luck with everything Shas...i will link you up to mine.. so I can catch you more often...
@ UL,
Thanks friend. Hope to see more of u here. =)
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